Ambivalence in the Christian poetry of C.S. Lewis

Ambivalence in the Christian pcsetry of C.S. Lewis This article examines the ambivalence expressed in certain of the explicitly Christian poems written by C.S. Lewis. As a writer his primary claim to fame is his Christian apologetics, in spite of the fact that he is well thought of in literary circles and produced several scholarly works. In the light of his considered Christian convictions, one would expect his poetry to voice a strong faith and confidence in God However, somewhat ironically, certain of his poems reflect his struggles and doubts concerning faith in an intensely personal register. Never­ theless, in spite of his ambivalent feelings towards God, he retains the certainty that God is able to transcend his human frailty and difficulties. The problem of faith is relevant in our own time, and it therefore seems fitting that we should examine certain of C.S. Lewis's poems in commemoration of the centenary year of his birth.


Introduction
1998 marked the centenary o f the birth o f Chve Staples Lewis, who enjoyed immense popularity as a Christian writer in the middle part o f this century, and who indeed continues to be read in our own time.It is primarily as a Christian apologist that Lewis is known, but there are other facets o f the author's writing that deserve attention.Apart from his works o f popular but intellectually muscular theology, Lewis was an English scholar of note who not only published critical works on such varied themes as medieval courtly love and aspects o f M ilton's work, but also produced a volume in the Oxford History o f LIterator 2 q i) April 1999:15-30 ISSN 0258-2279

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English Literature entitled English Literature in the Sixteenth Century Ex cluding Drama (1954).His main claim to fame is perhaps the stories meant for children o f all ages in the Namia series, o f which The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe (1950) is the best known.Less often read are the space trilogy Out o f the Silent Planet (1938), Perelandra (1943) and That Hideous Strength (1945) and his reinterpretation o f the Cupid-Psyche myth under the title Till We Have Faces (1956).Lewis's versatility is evident, but it nevertheless comes as something o f a surprise to find that he wrote good poetry as well.To mark the centenary o f his birth, it seems fitting to consider a selection o f poems that express certain o f Lewis's struggles relating to his Christian faith, as it is apparent that the cultivation o f an intellectually robust faith which did not degenerate into easy believism was the informing principle in all his writings.
A difficulty arises in any attempt to classify Lewis's poems.They cannot be classified chronologically because many were undated and they were only collected posthumously in 1964 fi-om such varied sources as The Times Literary Supplement, Punch and The Spectator, their original publication spanning a period o f about twenty years.Some o f the poems in the collection are intrinsic to Lewis's allegorical work entitled The P ilgrim ' s Regress which was first published in 1933.The editor o f the poems, who was Lewis's secretary, also included some o f Lewis's work that had not been published before, possibly on account o f its personal nature.This article will focus on certain o f the poems that are overtly devotional in nature, and which voice the intellectual and emotional struggle to come to and sustain faith in the face o f doubt.The resultant poetry is demanding but clear in the expression o f its conviction that God understands and is able to transcend humankind's doubts and fears.It should be noted that the intense personal register and content o f the poems make it difficult to separate Lewis the poet from the speaker in the works, but generally I have referred to the speaker in order to obviate confusion.Because Lewis's poetry is little-knovra and not readily accessible, the complete text of each poem is included to facilitate analysis.

"Sweet Desire"
In the poem entitled "Sweet Desire", the speaker expresses the difficulty of forming a correct concept o f God in the light o f erroneous preconceptions about Him: These faint wavering far-travell'd gleams Coming from your country, fill me with care.That scent, That sweet stabbing, as at the song of thrush.To give over, to be eased of my iron casing, Moken at thy melody, as men of snow In the solar smile.Slow-paced I come.Yielding by inches.An yet, oh Lord, and yet, -Oh Lord, let not likeness fool me again.(Lewis, 1964:114) The poem as a whole expresses the speaker's desire for an encounter with the reality o f God rather than his own construct o f Him.In keeping with the sense of the medieval prompted by the alliterative metre, Lewis uses the image o f a prisoner incarcerated in a dungeon to speak o f man's imprisormient in his own conception o f what God is really like.The poem is distinctive in that it reflects an intensely personal register, which is unusual in Lewis's poetry.In the opening lines, the speaker, addressing God, expresses the awakening o f his longing to experience Him in reality in terms of a strange desire for a distant country.This image contains echoes of Homer's Odyssey and Tennyson's "Ulysses" and comes to fiinction as a symbol of the speaker's longing for God.It also expresses a Sehnsucht and longing for the Other, a central concern in Lewis's writing, which he suggested was common to all humans and which he maintained argued the fact o f God's existence.
The fact that the speaker perceives the "gleams" from the distant country as being "far-travelled" and "faint" indicates the tremendous distance between God and the concept the speaker in the poem has o f Him.His ambivalent feelings towards God are expressed in the paradox "sweet stabbing", and the assertion that the "gleams" "fill [him] with care".He admits that these "gleams" are "too like" "another air", the term "another air" referring to his present mode of existence.The speaker's ambivalence is underlined when he stresses that the "gleams" are "unlike as well", as does his assertion that he is "dazed with doubt".
The speaker likens him self in his "doubt" to a "dungeoned manAVho has heard the hinge on the hook tuming/Often" .Lewis would have been aware o f the fact that some o f the Counter-Reformation priests and poets employed the dungeon image (Seeker, 1982:122-141), and his use o f it adds a Renaissance dimension and echoes the concern o f these people with the search for ultimate religious truth in the face o f difficulties.The dungeon image is developed in lines 6b to 14. Lewis's style here is evocative o f Gerard Manley Hopkins's poetry, not only in the use o f alliterative metre, but also in the unusual sentence construction.It also reflects the tone o f Hopkins's desolate sonnets, reiterating the ambivalent feeling towards God which is one that has been experienced by Christians through the ages.
Apart from their similarity to Hopkins's poetry, lines 6b to 14 also contain many Biblical concepts and allusions.The possibility that the prisoner's saviour from the dungeon may be Christ is suggested by the compassion o f Christ, evoked in the epithet "his kind one", and also by the reference to him as "his door", possibly alluding to John 10:9, in which Jesus asserts that he is the door.There are suggestions here too o f Revelation 3:20 (KJV): " [b]ehold, I stand at the door and knock: if any man hear my voice and open the door, I will come in to him and sup with him, and he with me".The conviction that the speaker may be referring to Christ is strengthened by the poet's admission that he "shrinks" away from his rescuer "into the dark'st comer", which speaks o f his apparent reluctance to embrace the concept o f God as embodied in Christ, who in John 8:12 referred to him self as the light o f the world.The light/darkness imagery is also used in the conventional religious sense to speak o f spiritual illumination.
The phrase "in his straw" is very apt as part o f the dungeon image, but it also fimctions as a symbol for humankind's inability to apprehend the reality o f God.The phrase "in his sfraw" resonates with such Biblical quotations as Isaiah 42:3 (KJV): "A bruised reed shall he not break, and the smoking flax shall he not quench", and Matthew 12:20 in which Jesus quotes the Isaiah reference in relation to him self By using the dungeon image the speaker is therefore obliquely asserting that in Christ man can experience a true representation of God in spite o f his weakness o f perception.Christ is seen as the one who can release the speaker from the prison house o f his own constructs o f God.
The speaker personifies his previous concepts o f God as "tormentors", which suggests that he has hoped they would bring him spiritual insight, only to find that they have disappointed him.He expresses the effect that these "tormentors" have had on him in lines 14b to 19.The speaker refers to his "tormentors" as "all the heraldry o f heaven", which suggests that they are symbols o f heaven and may have represented it in a coat o f arms, or are merely announcing its coming and are not the real thing.The paradox "holy monsters" conveys ambivalence: previous conceptions o f God are "holy" because in some way they speak of Him, and yet they are "monsters" in that they are a distortion o f the truth.The terse statement: "The like is not the same" is stressed by its position at the end of the line, and the speaker emphasizes that the counterfeit may copy aspects of reality in the metaphor " [ajlways evil was an ape".The speaker is thus asserting that his earlier constructs of God have been evil because they have counterfeited the truth, even while containing elements of it.This parallels Lewis's belief that the major religions o f the world faithfully reflect some aspects of ultimate truth in their myths but that Christianity is the only religion in which "myth became fact" in the incarnation o f Christ: "the heart o f Christianity is a myth which is also a fact" (Lewis, 1970:6).
The speaker asserts that the person "who passes to paradise", experiences that what he has feared and "fled from" in this life, he encounters in a different form, "refashioned", there.Ironically, "paradise" does not here refer to some future existence, but rather to the experience o f a true vision o f Christ in the present.
The term "refashioned" may also suggest Christ's resurrection body, as does the reference to "paradise" .The speaker may be positing that often a true concept of God is that from which we may shrink, only to fmd that an apprehension o f the living, resurrected Christ in our present existence transforms our ideas o f what God is like.
In A G rief Observed Lewis (1961:52) expresses his belief that some o f our concepts o f God need to undergo revision: "[i]mages o f the Holy easily become holy images -sacrosanct.My idea o f God is not a divine idea.It has to be shattered time after time.He shatters it H im self He is the great iconoclast.
Could we not almost say that this shattering is one o f the marks of His presence?"The poem "Sweet Desire" may be considered as a poetic embodi ment o f this conviction o f Lewis's.
The speaker in the poem echoes Lewis's belief that true concepts or images of God fmd their culmination in an acceptance o f Christ as His incarnation.
However, he makes it plain that such an acceptance is not easily embraced.The individual's rigidity regarding his perception o f God, his "iron casing", has to be abandoned and he has to become pliable and "molten" in the hands o f the divine Potter referred to in Jeremiah 18:8 and Romans 9:21 or the refiner o f Malachi 3: 2-3.This concept o f fluidity in the acceptance o f new ideas is reinforced by the simile "as men o f snow/In the solar smile", with the phrase "solar smile" carrying connotations o f divine favour and compassion.
The speaker emphasizes his struggle to emerge from the dungeon of earlier concepts o f God and to subdue his self-will when he insists that he comes " slow paced" and "yielding by inches".The poem concludes with an impassioned plea, directed to God, whom he addresses as "Lord", which implies submission, that Llterator 20(1) April 1999:15-30  ISSN 0258-22 79 he may not be "fooled" once more by "likeness".At a first reading one may be inclined to think that the speaker is expressing doubts about the objectivity of his Christian vision.However, the plea that he may not be fooled "again" can be regarded as an indication o f his tremendous need for an authentic vision o f God, and not as a reflection on the authenticity of his experience.
The poem as a whole may therefore be said to deal with the theme o f appearance and reality, with particular reference to religious experience, and voices the difficulties that are inherent in such experience.Lewis has fused such diverse elements as a Renaissance mood and imagery, a similarity to Hopkins's poetry, in style as well as in subject matter and tone, and a plethora o f Biblical concepts and allusions to convey the spiritual struggle for a true apprehension o f the divine.

"The Naked Seed"
A belief in the objective reality o f God, who is conceived by the poet to stand separate from humankind whilst maintaining a constant interest in its welfare, is admirably portrayed in the sentiments expressed in the poem entitled "The Naked Seed" .In this work, in contrast to the poem "Sweet Desire", the speaker laments his lack o f longing for God and the absence o f desire for fellowship with Him: The varying line lengths create a jerky, uneven effect, which, combined with the rigid rhyme scheme, reflects the speaker's ambivalent feelings towards God.He is aware o f his own spiritual barrenness, which is emphasized by the position of the phrase " [d]ried up" at the beginning o f a line.This spiritual dryness echoes one o f Hopkins's themes, which is encapsulated in the final line o f "Justus quidem tu es" (Hopkins, 1953:67): "[m]ine, 0 thou lord o f life, send my roots rain" .A Renaissance view o f the same idea is evoked in Ignatius of Loyola's comments on the desolation occasioned by a sense of spiritual aridity as expressed in the Spiritual Exercises (Puhl, 1951:142).There is also a modem parallel in the image o f aridity and spiritual sterility that is explored at length in T.S. Eliot's "The Wasteland" (Eliot, 1974:61-79).The resonances achieved by Lewis's image o f dryness thus reinforce a sense of the timelessness and recurrence o f the experience o f spiritual drought throughout the ages.
The speaker here refers to his soul as land in which the "fountains" o f "longing" have "dried up", and there is not even "one" that "drips to find the sea".As before, the poet is writing on an overtly devotional theme, drawing from a wide range o f Christian sources.The image o f God as the sea is one which is common in the mystical tradition.For example, St. Catherine o f Siena (1347-1380) prays to God: "Thou, Eternal Trinity, art a sea so deep that the more I enter therein, the more I find ..." (Anderson, 1996:181).The "fountains" and water imagery which Lewis has employed invert Biblical allusions in order to voice the poet's perception o f his lack o f longing for God.The water imagery suggests Jesus' pronouncement in John 7:38 that rivers o f living water would flow from the innermost being o f those who believe in Him.There is also the implication that the speaker is not experiencing the contentment o f being led "by still waters" which is referred to in Psalm 23:2.By inverting these allusions to express the lack he experiences, the speaker is drawing attention to the fact that he is spiritually dry.He realizes that any longings for God that he may have are in order that his own wants and desires may be satisfied: "the moment's vain/And hardly noticed filling o f the moment's want/And to be free from pain".
After confessing his self-centredness, the speaker pleads with God to "keep watch" for him, supposing that his present state is a temporary one o f sleep or inactivity: Oh, thou that art unwearying, that dost neither sleep Nor slumber, who didst take All care for Lazarus in the careless tomb, oh keep Watch for me till I wake.
The reference to God as the One who neither "sleep[s] nor slumber[s]," is an allusion to Psalm 121.4.The poet thus confrasts his state with that o f God: he is inert, while God remains eternally alert.This is an implicit statement o f the "otherness" of God, and His transcendence in the face o f human weaknesses and Llterator20(1)Aprll1999:15-30 ISSN 0258-2279 qualities.The speaker asserts that it was God who cared for Lazarus in the "careless tomb", alluding to the Gospel account o f the raising o f Lazarus from the dead in John 11:11-46.The assumption here is that, just as Christ raised Lazarus physically, so he will also bring spiritual life to the speaker in the poem.
The fact o f restoration or resurrection is not doubted at all -he accepts it as a foregone conclusion, as evidenced by the clause "till I wake".The cycle o f death and resurrection as expressed here anticipates the seed imagery which is to follow later in the poem.
The speaker's utter dependence on God is further highlighted when he asks God to take over his very thought processes in lines 13 to 22.The speaker is thus abandoning him self completely to God.There is a marked contrast here to the emotions expressed in "Sweet Desire", in which the speaker struggles to yield himself to "his kind one", or Christ.The reference to the "interior Form" o f his soul may suggest the philosophy reflected in Plato's concept o f ideal forms, but it also evokes the idea o f the germ o f life which is inherent in apparently dead seeds.This evocation is reinforced by the direct reference to a "seed" in the following line.The fact that the speaker conceives o f the seed as being "insensible" underlines his consciousness o f his own lack o f feeling.He suggests that, just as the seed is left "deep-buried" through the winter but shows signs o f life in spring, so his "soul's interior Form" will eventually burgeon forth into life.This is not through its own power, because it "forgets" and lies dormant.As it is the effect o f the sun's warmth that ensures the germination of the seed in the agricultiu'al image, so it is God's care and grace which will bring the speaker spiritual life.Once again the poet is stressing the otherness o f God, suggested by the term "heaven" .The "seed" is "insensible" and "forgets", whereas "heaven remembers" .The poem continually draws attention to the transcendence o f God through the use o f such contrasts.
The image o f the dead seed is apt in its context, but it also abounds in Biblical allusions, particularly to the parables and sayings o f Christ.One is immediately reminded o f the cluster o f agricultural parables recorded in Matthew 13:18-32 which includes the parables o f the sower, the wheat and the tares, and the mustard seed.Perhaps the most powerfiil suggestion evoked by the speaker's comparison o f his soul to a seed is that o f the saying o f Jesus in John 12:24 (KJV): " Verily, verily I say imto you.Except a com o f wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit".Paradoxically, the speaker sees that spiritual "death" is a vital part o f life: if the seed does not "die" it cannot produce new life.There is thus the implicit suggestion that he will not only be restored to life, but will also bring forth fiiiit.
The conclusion o f the poem is ironic.After asserting that it is "heaven remembering" that "throws sweet influence on earth", the speaker stresses that "the heaven" moves around "the earth" .This is contrary to our knowledge of

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astronomy, as we know that the earth moves around the sun.This inversion may suggest several possibilities.It may point to humankind's lack o f comprehension o f reality, in that it is prone to think o f itself as the centre o f the universe, or it may suggest the concentration o f God's love and care on our particular planet.
Although references to God may be inferred from the use of the term "heaven", it here seems to represent the material universe.The phrase "moved moth-like by thy beauty" may therefore be said to evoke the doctrine that God is over and above the material universe, and exists independently o f it.The suggestion is that the movement o f "the heaven" is as a result o f the influence exerted by God's "beauty" which symbolizes His inherent attributes, whereas the simile "moth-like" speaks o f the fragility o f the created order.
The poem as a whole expresses the speaker's utter dependence on God in the face o f his spiritual aridity, while voicing his confidence that God will grant restoration to him, just as an apparently dead seed eventually sends forth shoots and grows.The use o f the adjective "naked" in the poem's title stresses the fact that the speaker realizes that God sees the poverty and lifelessness of his spiritual state.He is aware o f his own inadequacies and shortcomings with regard to his faith, but is confident o f God's ability to deal with them and bring about spiritual restoration.The poem may be seen to be thematically related to Eliot's "Ash Wednesday" (Eliot, 1974:91-105) in that it explores the transcen dence o f God's mercy in the face o f doubt and aridity on the part o f the speaker.

"Legion"
While the poem "The Naked Seed" laments a lack o f desire, the sonnet entitled "Legion" is an admission on the part o f the speaker o f the diversity o f emotions and desires that he encounters within him self The intensely personal register of the previous poems examined is sustained in an appeal to God: Lord, hear my voice, my present voice I mean.Not that which may be speaking an hour hence (For I am Legion) in an opposite sense.

And not by show of hands decide between
The multiple factions which my state has seen Or will see.Condescend to the pretence That what speaks now is I; in its defence Dissolve my parliament and intervene.
Thou wilt not, though we asked it, quite recall Free will once given.Yet to this moment's choice Give unfair weight.Hold me to this.Oh strain A point -use legal fictions; for if all My quarrelling selves must bear an equal voice.Farewell, thou hast created me in vain.(Lewis, 1964:119) LIterator 20(1) April 1999:15-30 ISSN 0258-2279 The speaker draws attention to the many conflicting "voices" or desires within himself, firstly by the reference to his "present voice", which implies that there are others.His assertion that he is "Legion" reinforces this concept, as it is an allusion to Jesus' healing o f the man who was possessed by many unclean spirits (Mark 5:1-20 and Luke 8:26-36).
The poet employs an extended image which is very like a metaphysical conceit in order to sustain the concept o f the plurality o f the self experienced by the speaker.He likens him self to a "state" or kingdom, and suggests that within himself there are "multiple factions", which will continue to exist without reaching consensus.Ironically, he pleads that the democratic practice o f a "show o f hands", implying equality on the part o f many voters, should not be used to decide his fate.This suggests that his present state o f mind is o f equal status to the others that he experiences, although it may express a contrary stance to them.He expresses his realization that his present voice is only a "pretence", as he perceives that by nature he is unable to remain constant.The plea that God should "condescend" reflects the speaker's realization that God is far removed from him, and exists on a totally different plane.He begs that God should take the "pretence" o f his present utterance and accept it as the truth.This may be done by G od's direct intervention in dissolving his "parliament" o f varying emotions and standpoints.
Apart from the Biblical allusion to Legion, the image o f state in the work echoes such Shakespearean sonnets as "When to the sessions o f sweet silent thought" (Hollander & Kermode, 1973:429-430), which uses a legal conceit to convey the thoughts o f the poet.The Renaissance evocation is sustained in the speaker's assertion: "Thou wilt not, though we asked it, quite recall/Free will once given", in that the doctrine o f predestination versus free will was being hotly debated at that time.The assertion that God will not "quite recall" "free will once given" voices the speaker's acceptance of the doctrine o f humankind's responsibility before God.
The metaphor o f statecraft is extended in lines 10b to 14. Aware o f the fact that his many "selves" have equal status in the "parliament" o f his being, the speaker asks God to take his present "choice" and make it more binding than his other choices.He employs the statecraft image to do this by using the terms "give unfair weight" and "strain a point".The reader is left to infer that the speaker has made a "choice" to serve or worship God, and it is this "choice", echoing the predestination/free will debate, that he wishes to prevail over all the other options that arise within him self The concept o f diverse voices within the speaker which are clamouring to be heard is reiterated when he refers to his "quarrelling selves" and emphasizes that he finds no harmony or unity within him self The speaker asserts that if God does not give "unfair weight" to his "choice" in favour o f God, he will have been "created in vain" .The Westminster

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Shorter Catechism, penned in the seventeenth century, begins with the question " [w]hat is the chief end o f man?", to which the reply is: " [m]an's chief end is to glorify God and enjoy him for ever" (Cross & Livingstone, 1997:1732).The speaker is thus suggesting that if God does not make his present "choice" binding, he will not fulfil the purpose for which he was created, namely, to "glorify God and enjoy him for ever".
There is also a resonance here of St. Ignatius's first principle and foundation expressed in his Spiritual Exercises, which contains the statement: " [m]an is created to praise, reverence, and serve God our Lord, and by this means to save his soul" (Puhl, 1951:12).The speaker therefore asks God to overrule and transcend his vacillation, and differing "voices" and "selves", in order that his soul may be saved.A paradox is apparent, as the speaker previously referred to his belief that God does not retract man's "fi-ee will", and yet, in the closing lines o f the sonnet, he requests God to overrrule his other democratic "choices" in order that his "choice" in God's favour may stand.The poem may also be seen to echo Donne's ambivalence towards God which is given paradoxical expression in the sonnet "Batter my heart, three-personed God ..." (Hollander & Kermode, 1973:552).
The allusion to Jesus' encounter with "Legion" earlier in the sonnet conveys the poet's conviction that he needs to be delivered from the many "selves" and "voices" within his being, just as the man in the story was delivered fi-om the unclean spirits.The parallel also suggests that Christ is the one who is able to achieve harmony and unity within the "se lf' o f the individual.The last line of the soimet is surprising in its finality: "Farewell, thou hast created me in vain", and implies that man will not achieve his potential o f having fellowship with God if his free will is not overruled in order to bring his being into a state of unity.
It may be said that Lewis sustains the Renaissance ambience o f the poem by the careful interweaving o f extended metaphor.Biblical allusion, echoes of Shakespearean soimets and reference to certain religious issues that were being debated at that time.The use o f the archaic "thou" in reference to God reinforces this mood.The overall effect conveyed through the feelings expressed in the poem, though, is timeless: the speaker longs for harmony within himself, which he realizes is only possible if God, who in the Trinity embodies uhimate Unity, transcends his many "voices" in order to accomplish such oneness.

"Prayer"
The lyric entitled "Prayer" is simpler in style than "Legion" but it embodies similar sentiments, in that the speaker voices an utter dependence on God.How ever, the speaker concentrates in this case on his dependence on God regarding prayer.A conversational style is sustained throughout, which provides a con Llterator20(1)Aprll1999:15-30 ISSN 0258-2279 temporary feel to the work.The sixteenth and seventeenth century conventions and allusions have been discarded in order to express the speaker's present difficulties in his prayers.He addresses his "Master" : Master, they say that when I seem To be in speech with you.Since you make no replies, it's all a dream One talker aping two.
They are half right, but not as they Imagine; rather, I Seek in myself the things I meant to say.
And lo! the wells are dry.
Then, seeing me empty, you forsake The Listener's role, and through My dead lips brea±e and into utterance wake The thoughts I never knew.
And thus you neither need reply Nor can; thus, while we seem Two talking, thou art One forever, and 1 No dreamer but thy dream.(Lewis, 1964:122-23) A sense o f respect is conveyed by the use o f the term "M aster", and the fact that the speaker's accusers are not identified, but are merely referred to as "they", creates an uneasy atmosphere in that the accusers lack definition and seem nebulous.The verb "seem" initially points to the fact that "they" are not convinced o f the objective reality o f his "speech" with his "Master", thus calling into question the validity o f his prayer.The speaker then progresses to deal with one o f the most difficult problems related to prayer: the person praying is often uncertain about the "replies" he may receive.The simplicity o f diction in the first stanza contrasts sharply with the complexity o f the speaker's problem.
He is not tentative about the difficulty he encounters.He boldly asserts that "no replies" are made, and therefore "they" consider that his whole experience o f prayer is a "dream", which conveys their view o f its subjective nature and suggests that it is a figment o f his imagination.The scoffmg nature o f the accusations against the speaker's prayer is underlined by the use o f the verb "aping", which echoes Lewis's image o f an ape to suggest the counterfeit in his poem "Sweet Desire" .The speaker's detractors insist that when he prays, his imagination conjures up the other party involved, with the result that " [o]ne talker" is "aping two".
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LIterator 20(1] April 1999:15-30 imaginations.The locus o f reality has thus changed; the accusers insist that the speaker is imagining a listener to his prayers, whereas he maintains that it is they who are dealing in um-eality.The reversal is stressed by the use o f the semicolon in the second line o f the stanza, which causes a caesura, followed by the words "rather, I", The speaker goes on to reveal how he reaches into himself to find material for his prayers, "the things I meant to say", but finds that "the wells are dry" .The image o f aridity is particularly apt because it encapsulates the feelings expressed in the poem "The Naked Seed", and summarizes the Biblical allusions to water which Lewis inverted in that work to underline his spiritual dryness and deadness. The image o f "wells" which are "dry" is reinforced by the speaker's recognition that he is "empty" .He perceives that in this state o f emptiness, because he is unable to pray, God "forsake[s]/The Listener's role", and "breathes" new "thoughts" into his mind.The phrase " [t]he Listener's role" implies passivity on God's part, which is in sharp contrast to the divine activity portrayed in the concept that God "breathes" through the speaker's "dead lips" and enables him to give expression to "thoughts [he] never knew".There is an allusion here to Genesis 2:7 which states: "And the Lord God formed man o f the dust o f the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath o f life; and man became a living soul" (KJV).The allusion sustains the perception of God as the active agent who bestows life, and the anthropomorphic concept o f God "breathing" is suggestive of the activity o f the Holy Spirit mentioned by Jesus in John 3:8, while it also echoes certain Old Testament images.
The speaker advances his argument with the assertion that, because God is the author o f all his thoughts and prayers.He does not "need" to reply, " [n]or can".This is an echo o f the doctrine o f God's self-sufficiency and transcendence which was touched on in the final lines o f the poem entitled "The Naked Seed".The term "thus" is used to introduce the conclusion at which he has arrived: the speaker and God appear to be "Two talking", as evoked by the verb "seem", whereas in fact the Deity is "One forever".This conviction is stressed by a shift in mood, achieved by the use of the archaic "thou", in contrast to the more contemporary "you" in the earlier stanzas of the poem.
The lyric draws to a surprising close when the speaker asserts that he is " [n]o dreamer, but thy dream" .Paradoxically, the objectivity o f the speaker's existence lies in the fact that he is the subject or God's thought or "dream".He is here positing that, contrary to what his accusers may say, he exists only because he is the result o f God's creative act, the breathing o f life into him through the agency o f the Holy Spirit.The fact that the speaker perceives himself to be God's "dream" suggests that he has transcended his notions of self-sufficiency.This act has brought him to the realization that he is the "dream" or creation o f the "One forever", which is a reference to the unity o f the Trinity.In his autobiography.Surprised by Joy, Lewis (1977:177) succinctly mirrors the essence o f the thought expressed in the poem "Prayer": [w]e mortals, seen as the sciences see us and as we commonly see one another, are mere 'appearances'.But appearances of the Absolute.In so far as we really are at all (which isn't saying much) we have, so to speak, a root in the Absolute, which is the utter reality.And that is why we experience Joy; we yearn, rightly, for that unity which we can never reach except by ceasing to be the separate phenomenal beings called 'we'.Joy was not a deception.Its visitations were rather the moments of clearest consciousness we had when we became aware of our fragmentary and phantasmal nature and ached for that impossible reunion which would annihilate us or that self-contradictory waking which would reveal, not that we had had, but that we were, a dream.
However, this was Lewis's opinion at the time he was converted to theism, hence such terms as "impossible reunion", "annihilation" and "self contradictory".In his later work.The Problem o f Pain, he explains his concept o f union with God in the following terms (1977a: 138-139): [f]or union exists only between distincts; and, perhaps, from this point of view, we catch a momentary glimpse of the meaning of all things.Pantheism is a creed not so much false as hopelessly behind the times.Once, before creation, it would have been true to say that everything was God.But God created: He caused things to be other than Himself that, being distinct, they might learn to love Him, and achieve union instead of mere sameness.Thus He also cast His bread upon the waters.Even within the creation we might say that inanimate matter, which has no will, is one with God in a sense in which men are not.But it is not God's purpose that we should go back into that old identity (as, perhaps, some Pagan mystics would have us do) but that we should go on to the maximum distinctness, there to be reunited with Him in a higher fashion.Even within the Holy One Himself it is not sufficient that the Word should be God, it must also be with God.The Father eternally begets the Son and the Holy Ghost proceeds.
Lewis's matiu'e Christian vision, in which self-sufficiency is transcended in the realization that one really exists only insofar as one is the creation o f the Trinity or "One forever", is encapsulated in the poem entitled "Prayer".The work was described by Griffin (1986:152) as being "about the dynamics o f prayer", but a close examination o f it shows how, in the space of sixteen lines, Lewis has not only refuted the arguments o f the speaker's accusers, but has also drawn together and compressed into the unity o f the poem the temper and thought of some o f his earlier works along with Biblical allusions and concepts.However, it would appear that, the closer Lewis drew to an apprehension o f the unity of the Trinity, the less he relied on extraneous ideas and sources.The spareness of expression and simplicity o f diction in "Prayer" reflects his singleness of purpose in its composition, without sacrificing the intensely personal register.

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While other poems in the collection also reveal his considered religious viewpoint, "Prayer" eloquently expresses the most important concept expressed in the poetry, namely, that all diversity finds its ultimate resolution in the loving and reciprocal relationship o f unity that exists in the Christian concept of the Trinity.

Conclusion
This article has sought to explore certain o f Lewis's poems and chart the difficulties regarding faith that he expressed through the medium o f his overtly Christian poetry.These difficulties concern the struggle for an intellectually muscular faith which takes cognizance o f doubt and uncertainty as well as weakness and a reticence to embrace the God o f Christianity.It has been suggested that the speaker finds resolution in the fact that, although God stands over and above humankind.He understands their frailty and transcends it by providing an apprehension o f the loving and reciprocal relationship o f unity that prevails in the Trinity.In spite o f the wide diversity o f genres embodied in Lewis's writing, it would appear that his devotional poetry expresses more explicitly than any o f the other forms in which he wrote his longing to explore the Ultimate Reality that he believed is embodied in the Trinity, notwithstanding his own difficulties concerning faith and belief It is suggested that it is the timeless desire to plumb the depths o f Reality with integrity which informs and gives unity to the body o f his writing as a whole, and which continues to make his work relevant in contemporary society, one hundred years after his birth.